

The Howling of Liber CCXXXI
A Grimoire of the Paths of the A.'.A.'.
by
Frater Zephyros
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This
evocatory grimoire functions as the Thelemic version of the lesser key of Solomon;
known also as the Goetia or 'Howling'.
Research into both what the Master Therion expounds and the uniquely
profound work of Kenneth Grant which has its own Qabalistic significance; may
shed light on the experiences of the Ordeals of the Grades of our order.
Such synchronicities seem to correlate with my own experiences and exposure
to the current of the A.'.A.'..
Liber CCXXXI is the most singular
and certainly unique of all Class A' documents revealed by the Secret Chiefs
thus far. The Master Therion presents
it as a mapping of the cosmic process in congruity with the twenty‑two
Atus of The Book of Thoth. And
it is shown to function as a technical treatise delineating a formula for initiation.
Kenneth Grant extends this idea from the perspective of both sides of the Tree-of-Life
in such a way as to seemingly destroy any idea of a Manichean battle between
forces of Light and Darkness. Rather,
the so-called Dark Side (whose contents are commonly referred to as Qliphotic)
is purported by his experience to be very ancient Atavisms that belong to
a more primal and powerful consciousness from our racial past. Austin Osman Spare and Carlos Casteneda also investigate these
bestial energies.
It seems that modern humanity has
forgotten such power that was very much a part of human consciousness in a time
before the ancient Egyptians; as modern man has moved more and more to a dependence
on left-brained consciousness through the succeeding ages.
The Necronomicon also speaks to this time and acts as a complimentary
Grimoire as well as the Voudoun grimoires.
Most certainly, this time in ancient Mesopotamia; specifically Chaldea,
is the fountain from which the Egyptian and hence, the Jewish and Hindu religions
would evolve into both Eastern and Western directions with Judaism branching
into Islam and Christianity and Hinduism branching into Taoism and Buddhism.
Of course, many aboriginal societies may be said to have never left this
mode of consciousness as we are in this new aeon, learning more and more about
ancient aboriginal cultures that have survived relatively unaffected or unaltered
by time into the present age. Voudoun
may be the one exception as it is clearly the merging or modernization of this
ancient Shamanism with Christianity.
Liber CCXXXI consists of three separate
sections: The first is composed
of two sets of twenty‑two sigils each belonging to two separate houses;
the second is a set of twenty‑two verses corresponding to both the corresponding
sigils from the two houses; and the third section is a list of names for each
of the Angels from both houses, arranged in two columns and paired of with the
corresponding angel from each house.
Both of the two sets of sigils in the first section are titled Liber
XXII. The first set is sub‑titled
'Domarum Mercurii Cum Suis Geniis' which I am paraphrasing as 'The House of
the Angels of Thoth'. The whole
book is an exposition on the Holy Tarot or Book of Thoth.
The other set of sigils is sub‑titled 'Carcerorum Qliphoth Cum
Suis Geniis' and I am paraphrasing as 'The Prison of the Angels of Choronzon.
In both sets, the sigils are laid
out either in the natural direction of Hebrew writing for the first set, or
its opposite order for the second.
And in between both sets of sigils are instructions for comparing the
sigils. They are arranged in two
columns of which if the sigil delineated in the left column precedes the one
of the right then the comparison is to be made in the sigils of the Angels of
Thoth. And if the one on the right
precedes that of the left then the attention is directed to the sigils of the
Angels of Choronzon. The comparisons
reveal similarity in style, theme, and symbolism between certain sigils.
Now please note that I have used
the word Prison for the Angels of Choronzon.
But I would prefer to see this as something that is locked in a pre-historic
level of consciousness deep in the collective conscious of our race.
J. Edward Cornelius describes this with the idea that these beings are
imprisoned in the Astral Waters about the Earth.
These energies maintain a balance with the forces that are now at the
fore of our consciousness and seem to be connected with each other through the
Invisible Sephira known as Daath on the Tree-of-Life.
Kenneth Grant seems to maintain that only the Adept has the wherewithal
to handle the raw power of these Atavisms.
In such a light he aligns both sides of every path of the Tree with each
other as specific Kalas from which Magick Power can be evocatorially gained
employing specialized Tantric techniques.
There
is no cross‑comparison between the two charts until you get to the third
section of this book. Here the
names associated with each Atu are listed in two columns and their natural contrast
is marked. The pronunciation of
the names for the Angels of Thoth are more creative than the traditional Hebrew
names for demons deployed by the Angels of Choronzon.
Indeed the Angels of Thoth refer to several alphabets for composition
of their names of which belong to no known language. Yet, Kenneth Grant develops
strong Gematric evidence to support the nature of and validate the results of
his work. These he draws from and
expands upon Frater Achads investigation into the Qabalah; culminating ultimately
into a Tarot known as the Tunnels of Set.
The
middle section of Liber CCXXXI contains a set of verses of which is the song
of the Major Arcana of the Holy Tarot.
This equilibrates both corresponding sigils from the first section of
this book and animates the third section which follows.
In this way Liber CCXXXI is a magickal formula strongly reminiscent of
the formula of LASHTAL. And further,
one should approach this work with an understanding of the process of Initiation
delineated in Liber Pyramidos. The
correspondences between the two works lend themselves well to each other.
There
is also a comparison to the Ordeals of the Grades as each initiation has seemed
to this Aspirant to expose one to various paths connecting with the mastery
of each corresponding Sephira. And
so evidence of this is delineated by Kenneth Grant as he takes these Atavisms
to be a integral and interactive part of the Not-I that is the reverse of the
Tree with its obverse being the I that most Adepts will exclusively deal with;
making the reverse side a taboo that is a by-product of egoic fear.
Marcelo Motta notes in his own exploration of Liber CCXXXI that the Sheaths
of the Self are not static, but are continuously expanding and changing as the
Self and Not-Self interact. Thus
it seems that these Qliphoth are the sentinels of the Tunnels of the Not-Self
under every path of the Tree-of-Life.
These
Qliphotic demons seem to this Aspirant to potentially plague the Grades of the
Order as each Grade exposes one to partial paths that connect the various Sephiroth.
And of course, the Ordeals of the Grades arise therefrom.
And so the Neophyte may make talismans for each skrying with the Sigils
of the Genii on the obverse and the Sigils of the Qliphoth on the reverse in
his or her Astral Experiments. It
is further recommended that the serious Student obtain a copy of Kenneth Grant's
book: Nightside of Eden.
In the book, he describes more fully the nature of these tunnels than
I have outlined below.
It
should also be noted that Mr. Grant warns against skrying the Choronzonic genii
and only himself, presents data on the Thoth Genii.
In my own work, I did skry bothand yet I have no correlative data to
relate my Choronzonic experiences with while finding interesting correlations
with Mr. Grant's data even though I had performed my experiments
several years before I encountered Mr. Grant's work. There are two other published workings along these lines, one
is found in THE EQUINOX Vol. VII; No. 1--published by Ray Eales
and the other is found in THE EQUINOX Vol. V; No. 2--published by Marcelo
Ramos Motta. Some of my own work
is appended below.
By the time one reaches Zelator, one should have had enough experience to begin to validate the various Forces, Siddhis, Ordeals and other phenomena that are a part of the experience of exposure to the levels of consciousness mapped out by the Tree-of-Life. In such case, the chart that follows should corroborate at least in parts, some of the experiences of the Aspirant thus far. And it should be further noted that this should all be seen as a work in progress and not some final authority on the matter.
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Grade |
Kala |
Disease |
Force |
Ordeal |
Siddhi |
Atavism |
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Neophyte (Malkuth attained) |
32 Universe Thantifaxath |
Arteriosclerosis; the adjunct of Senility |
Restriction & Incarceration |
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Works of Malediction and Death |
Crocodile |
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31 Aeon Shalicu |
Fever; culminating in insanity or death |
Darkness |
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Transformation, Invisibility or Disappearance |
Appearance of First Matter (Being) in its corrupt or unregenerate state (Ego) |
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29 Moon Qulielfi |
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Evil as the power of non-being |
Malignant Woman haunt this Tunnel; cf. Crowley's instructions on the Ordeal of the Nephesch for the Neophyte |
Casting of Illusions & Bewitchments |
Frog |
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Zelator (Yesod attained) |
Completion of 32nd Path |
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25 Art Saksalim |
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Concepts of Reversal, Transformation and Annihilation |
Being bound with Fear & Horror |
Transmutation & Vision of Universal Peacock as a symbol of Shaitan |
Serpent |
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28 Emperor Tzuflifu |
Apoplexy |
Violent, spiraling heat and energy |
Evil or Chaos emerges in its raw state |
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30 Sun Raflifu |
Depletion |
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Power of acquiring wealth (gold), and of preparing the Red Tincture |
Leopard |
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Practicus Hod attained |
Completion of 30th and 31st Paths |
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27 Tower Parfaxitas |
Fevers & Wounds; also inflamation-the redness of which is symbolic of the wound of puberty |
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Wrath and Vengeance |
Assumption of Animal Forms through employment of 8th Degree formula: masturbation |
Owl & Wolf |
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26 Devil Aanonin |
Priapism |
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Witches Sabbat |
Goat and Ass |
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23 Hanged Man Malkunofat |
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The Power of Skrying |
Leviathon |
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Philosophus Netzach attained |
Completion of 27th, 28th & 29th Paths |
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24 Death Niantiel |
Cancer |
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Necromancy; Alchemical formula of Purification via Putrefaction |
Beetle |
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21 Fortune Kurgasiax |
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Ascendency (political or otherwise) |
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Dominis Liminis [Intersection of Sameck & Peh] |
With Peh being completed by attaining Philosophus, Aspirant is exclusively traversing Sameck |
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Adeptus Minor Tiphareth attained |
Completion of 24th, 25th & 26th Paths |
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13 Priestess Gargophias |
Menstrual Disorders |
Creativity & Reproduction |
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Clairvoyance & Divination during a lunar eclipse |
Frog |
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15 Star Hemethterith |
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Energy flashes |
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Astrology |
Peacock & Eagle |
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17 Lovers Zamradiel |
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Shugal-Choronzon as a virulent magickal storm |
Ominous appearances and Banshees |
Bilocation |
Hyena |
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20 Hermit Yamatu |
Paralysis |
Virile force; reserved Karezza |
Death in Life |
Parthenogenesis |
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22 Adjustment Lafoursiax |
Imbalance |
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Ravenous birds w/faces or women who snatch away souls of living from mortal clay. |
Ability to balance on bridge over fulf othe Abyss; between living and non-living. |
Spider & the precision and synastry of Truth and Justice |
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Adeptus Major Geburah attained |
Completion of 22nd & 23rd Paths |
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18 Chariot Characith |
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Bewitchments & the power of casting Enchantments |
Camel |
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19 Lust Temphioth |
Stroke |
Sexual heat |
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Training wild beasts with reference to the mechanism of IX degree OTO; woman bridling & directing insensate passions |
Serpent's tongue |
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Adeptus Exemptus Chesed attained |
Completion of 19th, 20th & 21st Paths |
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16 Hierophant Uriens |
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Physical strength |
Hippopotamus |
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Babe of the Abyss |
Exclusive traversal of Path of Gimel |
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Magister Templi Binah attained |
Completion of 17th & 18th Paths |
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12 Magus Baratchial |
Ataxaphasia; disorders of speech |
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Gift of tongues, gift of healing & knowledge of sciences |
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14 Empress Dagdagiel |
Syphillis, gonorrhea & nymphomania |
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Ability to distill love philters |
Dove |
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Magus Chokmah attained |
Completion of 14th, 15th & 16th Paths |
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11 Fool Amprodias |
Flux; unbalanced or untimely discharges of lunar energy |
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Divination |
Eagle & Man |
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Ipsissimus Kether attained |
Completion of 11th, 12th & 13th Paths and hence, the entire Tree-of-Life |
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It is worthwhile to observe the non-linear
nature of working the Lesser Paths of the Tree-of-Life.
Some of these paths are completed in later grades from when they are
initially traversed. Or it could
be said that these paths are an integral part of any grade the comes between
the grade where the pathwork was initiated and the grade where such work was
completed. This ties in somewhat
with Motta's idea of lower grades being correlative of higher grades as they
are transposed on the Tree-of-Life and within the A.'.A.'. grading system. He states the following on the nature of Initiation:
The Initiation of the Neophyte reflects the Initiation of the Minor Adept;
The Initiation of the Zelator reflects the Initiation of the Magister Templi;
The Initiation of the Practicus reflects the Initiation of the Magus;
The Initiation of the Philosophus reflects the Initiation of the Ipsissimus.The process starts again with the Dominus Liminis, whose circumstances and ordeals are analogous to those of the Probationer.
Again, the Initiation of the Adeptus Minor is analogous to that of the Neophyte, though on a higher plane.
And the Initiation of the Adeptus Major is analogous to that of the Practicus.
And the Initiation of the Adeptus Exemptus is analogous to that of the Philosophus.
(The Initiation of the Zelator is analogous, here, to the point of view of the Adeptus Minor Within.)
The Crossing of the Abyss is again analogous to Probation and to the position and progress of the Dominus Liminis.
In considering the practical efficacy
of working these twenty-two tunnels, it is interesting to observe that Yesod
sits in counter-position to Da'ath on the Tree-of-Life. The Zelator has fully attained Yesod having worked in this
sphere during his or her Neophyte period.
And this sphere is a reflection of Da'ath.
That is why it is said that the Neophyte has the option to take the Oath
of the Abyss; which was accepted by Frater Achad most probably to his detriment.
Crowley notes in his writings that to be seduced by Choronzon becomes a time and energy waste. And yet, the ability to develop functional skill on the Astral Plane is the central part of the work of the Neophyte. And Choronzon may not be the demon that the Hebrew Qabalists have made him out to be. This whole caveat needs to be more thoroughly investigated with the hope that this work here presented, has shown to be one more step towards such investigation.
By
Frater
Orpheus
1o=10
AoAo
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
Started
w/XXV & V - sat to asana and imagined or I should say planned a spontaneous
invocation of Saturn. 3 candles;
that was it - for the third sphere as it tied in w/the path of the Universe
Atu. And I realized that I had
already started the invocation. So
I assumed the god-form of an old man w/white beard and hair and white robe.
And
I cried...
(something like this)
Created
the sigil of the 22nd Dome. And I framed it like a computer button for Windows.
Next,
I was on a snowy field like a weary traveler.
And I ran off the field over a precipice into a field of stars.
The image of the Aeon Atu approached me.
And I asked it for a key to initiation.
It said to "grab this" (which was it's infantile penis).
I was aghast and refused.
APO
PANTOS KAKADAEMONOS I cried.
And
I thought I should journey upwards. And I reached more and more upwards with the stars a-blur
like I was moving at 'warp' speed. When
I stopped, an identical image to myself was before me. And I sought a key to initiation.
And a big key was approaching -- I could no longer see the other image.
I did not like this. So I
refocused on the other image. And I
asked for a key to initiation.
The
image told me that I was the key and the child in me was the key.
And I drew the image of Saturn over its body.
And it reveled in it. And it
spoke again...
"Remember
you are neither young nor old -- but you have the experience of the child as you
have not yet the experience of the old man -- you are closer to the child."
And
I asked to test it again (I can't remember what I did but it agreed)
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol in Sagittarius
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
I
am sitting in my temple still in my asana as I write this.
Started w/XXV & V with candles lit and a head-cold.
My invocation was the chant
'One is his number, Twain are his forces.'
And
I drew the image of Baratchial against the darkness.
Although when I started I knew not the name.
Next
I was on my disk and holding my wand with my cup floating to my right and my
dagger floating to my left. And
we rose higher and higher passing images and whirlings and shrieks and howls.
And I sought the appearance of an entity.
And a big key was there? And
I made it go away. I can't remember
clearly here but something presented itself and I asked it's name -- it called
itself AMPHRODIAS. This was not
acceptable and I traced a Beth to get control.
Everything
broke up and I now had the images of Baratchial contained within the circle that
is part of the symbol for Mercury. Although
I don't now remember seeing the crescent that belongs above the circle on the
symbol. But now Mercury had a face; it was Baratchial.
And it spoke to me. I asked
for the key to initiation on this particular plane.
It
said the key is to act. And I drew
a Beth over this. The Beth became
the cross-bow as it shot an arrow that created a sun whose light grew stronger
and stronger. How Sagittarian I
thought to myself.
[Upon
retrospect now I feel this reflect upon acting in the current moment]
But
still I needed to press for more and was unhappy with the Sagittarian nature of
the image.
And
the image grabbed me and tried to lead me to follow it.
I refused. And it said the
secret to acting is to act without acting.
I sensed this was a form of silence in waiting for other forces to do
their bidding which would then be in harmony to your own will.
I
sensed that contentment should be found in the chaos that exists before any
design comes to fruition. I sensed
that I had a complete lesson. And
immediately I was back to earth.
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol
in Capricorn
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
LXV
and V and my recitation of Cap 7 Liber VII.
then I assumed the god-form Harpocrates in asana as seen in the [shin]
Atu. When I felt comfortable in
this form I intoned shabnax-odobor and immediately saw the pyramid with the
rectangular brick or coffin inside. And the door opened up and it was a golden brick that quickly
grew to a golden child of gigantic proportion as the walls of the pyramid
flapped down.
And
I tested with the symbol of fire and it went through him and I went through the
symbol. I quickly drew a circle for
there was fire all about me with leaping salamanders.
And my circle was of fire. In
the same instant I called to the genii to appear and even a split-second before
a dancing skeleton appeared that quickly turned into a flaming creature.
I called out to constrain and conjure and asked to learn the lesson of
this path. He said some
gobledy-gook that I don't remember. Next
I looked into his eyes and they were both empty triangles with the apex pointing
downwards and I remembered that when he first appeared I tested him by hurling a
[shin] at him which went through him with a howl but in retrospect did not tough
him. He then realized as I that I
knew he was not the one I sought.
And
again I invoked and conjured and a flash of lightening appeared and I thought
this was more marital like the tower. But it presented me with the [shin] wand.
And I said teach me. And it
bid me to ride it and we rode over the earth and it said your heart must leap-up
as we observed the fiery hearts of others.
And where there was darkness we struck like lightening as a cattle-prod
and as the tower.
And
I realized [Mercury] was closest to the sun and from Malkuth to [Mercury] does
this path traverse. And I thought
to emulate the sun.
As
a matter-of-fact, when I first met the genii it said to me that I was not ready
and (I had to assume the form of Ra-Hoor-Khuit...to get some more age...and this
is a solar god) that I was too young. [Mercury]
is so much more than mind. But is
closest to the [Sun]
And
my heart leaped for joy for the lesson learned.
And my body leaped upstairs to write this.
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol
in Capricorn
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
After
the usual opening (except that I recited no holy books) *I came into my astral
temple and assumed the god-form of Sekhet and I invoked her.
Created
the door with the sigil for Temphioth on it.
This is the complement as per CCXXXI and yesterday's work.
I
bowled the door down standing on a sun and there was another sun.
We orbited each other in a constrained ellipse and eventually I reached
out and grabbed the other sun. With
the sun in my hands w/arms stretched and the sun glued on my feet we continued
this ellipse till I landed on a desert floor with a bluish and violet sky.
A
little tiny lion-headed man came up to me across the desert and I did not
understand what he was saying -- I can't remember how I tested him (I hurled the
sign of Leo and he didn't like this. Then I used the sign as a horse-shoe shaped skated board) but
he was clearly uncomfortable (his face was glowing) and then alot of like
creatures came and surrounded me.
I
leaped several times tot he sky in an arc but was kept from escaping in this
manner. So in my last leap and in
mid-air I drilled down into the planet.
There
was another man with a glowing face -- hooded and robed he sat over a cube
reading a book with a light source to his left as I approached to his left.
The light source was on the floor.
He
looked up and I hurled the sign of Leo at him like a ring toss and it lit him up
as it passed over him and became his seat.
He
put his arm out and pointed to his right. There
was a big glowing lion head protruding from a wall.
I
can't remember how I tested this but then I said "teach me".
And it said that I am becoming. It
said to not see what I am but to look at what I will
be.
And
I wanted more and constrained it in order that I might get more. And it reminded
me of the teaching of the Egyptian god-forms as they step forward 'to-go' and I
understood. And then it sought for
me to release it as it let me know that this path must flow--and I understood.
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol
in Capricorn
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
This
morning I did the Ruby and Reguli and took to my asana.
I then assumed the god-form of Khephra and invoked the same.
I found the sigil of Qani[]nayx-ipamai and found myself seated on the
crescent like a throne. and I said
why are you taking me? And the
answer was that I couldn't get there on my own.
I didn't like this and my support gave way.
And I fell.
But
now I was suspended between the earth and the moon as between two towers.
This seemed very right.
And
a silvery man appeared in a silver gown. I
threw moon dust at him and he cowled.
Then
a being with a lunar-crescent head and stick body (much like the sigil)
appeared. It danced a bit like a
skeleton. I hurled a [Qoph] at it
and it went away.
I
then held two [Qophs]--one in each hand and made an area as I called out to
conjure and constrain the genii.
A
mist filled the area and I bid the genii to teach me.
It said that I already know and have pierced the veil many times.
I was not satisfied as I knew not to what the genii referred to.
And I made this enquiry. And
the genii sent a light to my forehead and the sahasrara chakkra.
And my head lit up. And I
was done. And as I opened my eyes I
realized that that which was in the back of my head needs always to come forth
to the front. And I knew this was
the teaching.
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol
in Capricorn
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
XXV
& V into asana. Assumed
god-form of Horus and invoked the same. As
I did so I armed myself with my wand, sword, dagger and seated myself upon the
pantacle of [Mars]. I entered the
cup of darkness which at first was girded about my loins.
I
approached the castle of Parfaxitas flying as a green bird and perched myself
atop the castle looking to the clouds of the heavens.
There was a platform; a level surface for a roof to the castle.
I
conjured Parfaxitas; drawing a circle and setting a triangle afloat before me.
A single flame appeared on the triangle and I engulfed it with red energy
and it faded away. I conjured again
Parfaxitas to appear in it true form before me and ordered that it be
constrained to the triangle. A red
face appeared in the triangle in the shape of Baphomet.
I drew the sigil of [Mars] and it wore it with pride.
And
I commanded it to teach me. And it
chided me asking "Why should I teach you?"
And I bid because I command thee! Now
teach me!
And
it said "It is".
And
it showed me the fiery blades of the grasses of hell and told me that all about
the world is dispersion it is a part of life and inescapable.
It is in my life and everyone's life.
From this comes true knowledge.
I
understood and commanded Parfaxitas to return to its own habitations.
I performed the Qabalistic cross and drew the banishing [Pentagram] of
fire.
I
was done.
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol
in Capricorn
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
XXV&V.
Assumed form of a goat grazing in a field and acted a bit surreptitious
as if spying around. Saw a mountain
pointed to the sky which was much like the sigil for the genii: Oaoaaaooo[ ].
I leaped over the mountain and through the halo and I was falling.
Images unclear were streaming about me.
I realized that I had forgotten the name--actually I didn't know the name
of the genii.
I
opened my eyes but stayed in asana and looked up the name.
I
had no trouble getting back to where I was but thought that this was a mistake.
(*)
I
took myself to my body and assumed the form of Baphomet and I called out an
invocation [physically] in a chant of the name of the genii.
And I was in the astral menstruum. And
I invoked PAN.
And
there appeared a being also in the form of Baphomet.
We locked arms and spun. It
was playing with me. I drew a large
sigil of [Capricorn]. I opened up like a zipper into another universe.
And another Baphomet appeared. I
did this several times with like results.
On
my last attempt I came upon the same appearance but this was now the genii
resting in a grove surrounded by plush garnishes of reeds, twigs, fruits and
vegetables.
I
drew the same sigil in the same way and the being loved it.
And I hurled more sigils that clung to the bases of its hooves.
It
said that I had come far. And
showed me the chains at its feet. One
was the chain of attainment and I could attach myself to it if I liked.
The
other was the chain of non-attainment. And
I could attach myself to it if I liked.
And
It said "You are the Priest". And
I replied, "I am not the Priest".
And it re-affirmed that I am the priest and I will be fulfilled. And I will not be fulfilled.
This
has left me with a sense of destiny.
(*)
There was a point after shutting my eyes for the 2nd time that I felt I was
failing but then suddenly things started to go right.
Love
is the law, love under will.
Sol
in Capricorn
Do
what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
After
XXV & V I sat to asana and saw the sigil of Parfaxitas before [me].
At first I was on a round bed of ice and then I had an icy pathway to
slide down and in through the front door of the castle.
Tongues
were hanging from the ceiling like drapes, inhibiting my forward progress.
I threw [Peh]s at them. And
they opened up. There were more. I made a round shield with a large [Peh] on it and pushed
through.
Next
I spun up to the roof and past it and then settled upon it.
A circle was drawn about me and I surrounded myself with white light and
I conjured Parfaxitas into the red ball of light.
The
red face of Baphomet appeared again and he said "thou hast summoned me
again." And I said 'Teach'.
And a red goat stepped out of the circle and danced around frivolously
but with great vigor.
And
together we rose up in a red column. I was still surrounded by the white light.
And
we witnessed the dispersion below us. And
he said "Thou seest the dispersion...this is what thou hast been seeking
for a long time." And I knew
this was an answer to a theory on death and re-incarnation that has been in my
mind for a long time.
And
we came back to the circle and I again constrained the being in the red ball of
light and added the appendage to the circle that would make the ball the sigil
of [Mars].
The
genii cowled and I thought I had been mislead.
But it never disappeared. Only
now was it trying to trick me.
I
pushed the ball upwards and bid it to take the genii to its' habitation and to
free it there.
And
I felt good.
Love
is the law, love under will.
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